think about it in your mind

ARE YOU A SINGLE PERSON ?
 if you hear that , what in your mine  ?
do you answer it YES or NO ?

almost some teenager afraid to answer I DONT HAVE A BOY/GIRL ,
why must be like it ?

i think teenager dont want if they call they self SINGLE
why ? why ? the big reason they dont wanna single coz they see , many teenager else have a boy . they always call their boy honey, sweety or babe sumthin like that . and there's look great, cool or sumthin ,
yap that's may be .

and if my friend say "yomi do you have a boy ? "
course i answer , "no i dont "
"why ? or why not to try another boy?"
sure i answer "WHO'S A GIRL DOESN'T WANT HAS A BOY ? . COURSE ALL THE GIRL WANNA HAS A BOY ! BUT THERE ARE SOME PROBLEM IN OUR SELF, SUCH AS DOESN'T MEET THE RITE PERSON, STILL LOVE EX, LOVE SUMONE BUT HE DOENS'T, PARENTS SAY NO TO IN RELATIONSHIP, AND SUMTHIN BLA BLA PROBLEMS. SO YOU WRONG IF YOU SAID
"WHY DONT YOU TRY TO FIND ANOTHER "  I THINK A SINGLE GIRL HAS DONE TO LOOKING FOR IT BUT THERE IS A NOT RITE TIME, NOT RITE BOY.

IF YOU ARE A SINGLE GIRL DONT AFRAID TO BE IT , IT'S FUN TO BE A SINGLE .
AND IF YOU IN THE RITE TIME, YOU WILL GET YOUR LOVE , YOU GET IT WITHOUT YOU LOOKING FOR IT !!!!

BELIEVE ME, THE TRUE LOVE IS COME ALONE WITHOUT YOU TRYING TO LOOKING FOR IT, IT WILL COME SUDDENLY . IT  WILL COME TO YOU WITHOUT YOU WANNA GET IT .
IF YOU LOOKING FOR A LOVE THAT'S SURE YOU LOVING SUMONE, LOVING SUMONE IS HARDER THAN LOVED BY SUMONE

AND IF THE TRUE LOVE COME TO YOU , THAT IS SURE YOU LOVED BY SUMONE ,
AND YOU KNOW IT'S HAPPY TO BEING A GILR WHO'S LOVED BY SUMONE .

you will know my word if it heppen to your self :)
i write it because i learn from my story love ,
but if you have get ur true love dont ever to make them hurt, dont even make them sad , because loving  sumone is harder than loved by sumone .
if you make hurt to ur true love (sumone who's love you so much) more and more
believe me , 
ONE DAY YOU WILL FACE ON THE REAL LIVE WHEN YOUR TRUE LOVE GONE AWAY AND NEVER LOVING YOU AGAIN AND HE WILL NOT HAS A HEART FOR YOU.
AND THE SICKLY HE WILL LOOKING FOR ANOTHER GIRL .
it's heppen if you always hurt and make sumeone who's love you so much always sad . one day when you wake up there is different . he will not love you like yesterday and he will go away ,
if it heppen to yours, may be you will think if it is a nite mare , but not !!!!
it's real heppen if you hurt your true love ,

if you have a true love, sumone who's love you so much. that's  mean you are a lucky girl  .
lucky to have a true love . with true love there is makes change in your life,
your life is full with love and happiness ,
'if you got it , REMEMBER DONT EVER TO HURT IT !!!!!

IFYOU HURT YOUR  TRUE LOVE , I THINK NITEMARE GONNA IN YOUR MIND AND THE NITE  MARE IT WILL HEPPEN IN YOUR LIFE .
SUMEONE WHO'S LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE WILL CHANGE TO BE DOESN'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE AND YOU WILL FEEL SO BLUE EVERY DAY, YOU WILL FEEL SO DEEP IN YOUR LIFE , TURNIN SO SAD EVERY DAY COZ YOU WILL FEEL LOST YOUR LOVE,
IT HEPPEN IF YOU ALWAYS HURT AND MAKE SAD YOUR TRUE LOVE-SUMEONE WHO'S LOVE YOU SO MUCH .

if the true love lettin you go, you will feel the lost of him .
all the time you miss him, you wanted him to be yours, you wanna it cange like in the past , your life if full with blue .
if he loving you yeah i know you never think about his felt , you do as you wanna do never think how is his feel. does he hurt ? does he sad ? you always do what you wanna do .
but if he lettin you go, you will feel lost him
you feel if you rilli rilli love him if he has left you go .
if he in your side you dont care bout him, but when he tired and gone away from you, you start to feel is you rilli rilli love him so much .
there is so sick when you love him so much but him lettin you go .
you will cry, deep, blue , and dark in ur life ,
so when he inside and loving you dont ever make he hurt and sad  . you wud be so lost if he left you .
love him as him love you .
keep your happiness with your boy :)

SO IF YOU GOT A TRUE LOVE , TAKE CARE IT, SAVE IT . BECAUSE YOUR A LUCKY GIRL IF YOU HAS A TRUE LOVE IN THIS WORLD .

im a LIL MONSTER !!!!!!!

UHMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM , , 
Ohhh Ohhh
La La La
We Love Designer

yap yap yap  you know what's that ??????????
if you are a LITTLE MONSTER, YO MUST BE KNOW IT !!!!!!
yeaaaah that's a part lyric of FASHION, LADY GAGA !!!

YOU KNOW I RILLI LOVE GAGA !!!!
IM SWEAR I FANS OF HER !!!!!
I'M A LITTLE MONSTER
I'M FANS OF GAGA !!!!!!!

almost like another teenager , i like many singers , like owl city, rihanna, taylor swift, demi lovato, justin beiber, ke$ha, katy perry,
but the mostly  i love GAGA ,

WHY I LOVE HER  ?

BECAUSE I LOVE AN ELECTRICAL MUSIC AND LOVE HER FASHION AND HER HAIR STYLIST !!!
IT'S AMAZING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but sumtimes i hate many people who's made a freak gossip , did you know the gossip bout gaga   ?
they said gaga is a men, gaga has a changed from men became a women , gaga is gay  and many freak gossip bout gaga. BUT UP TO THEY WANNA SAID WHAT, I STILL FANS OF GAGA .

THEY ARE CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYY, CRAZY TO SAID THAT GAGA IS A MEN ?
OUHHHHHHH WHAT DA FVCK !!!!!!
THERE ISN'T IMPOSSIBLE , GAGA IS RILLI PRETTY WOMEN , YEAYYYYYYY

GAGA AND HER FANS NOT CARE BOUT THE GOSSIP, SHE TAKE EASY THIS GOSSIP,
YEASSS THAT GOSSIP WANNA TO MADE GAGA FAILED IN HER CARRIER BUT THE FACT IT WAS MADE GAGA BECAME GO GO GO INTERNATIONAL YEAHAHAHAHAH
WE LOVE GAGA ~
IM THE ONE OF LIL MONSTER !!!!!!

but, i rilli sad why gaga doesn't come to indonesia ?
why ? why ? why?
gaga is in touring monster album around asia, but why she doesn't come to my country indonesia ?
hhhuuummmm unfornatelly :( she just come last in singapure .

me and bestfriend nabila, we are crazy of gaga , we are big fans of gaga
but nabila more update bout gaga than me , haahhaah coz i think she more crazy than me bout gaga .
she know all bout gaga, and if wanna know bout gaga , just ask nabila " hey nabila what the new gossip bout gaga ? " and she will tell me bout gaga's information haahahahahah !!!!
good good friends nabila yaaaaaap .
we were promised that when gaga come to indonesia WEE WILL WATCH HER CONCERT NO MATTER HOW COST IT'S  !!!!
WE SAID " WE WILL WATCH IT !!!! NO MATTER HOW BIG IS THE COST !!!! "
WE WILL SAVE OUR MONEY !!!!!!
because in indonesia if international singer or famous artist want to came to indonesia, 7 mounth or a year before there's the informsation is has heard by many people,
so if in television or radio we has heard the news about gaga gonna here, we start to save our money

WE RILI WANNA MEET GAGA, WACTH SHE SING A LIVE , TAKE PHOTOS WITH HER !!!
YEAH WE LOVE GAGA !!!


BUT THE BIG BIG BIG QUESTION IS

"WHEN GAGA COME TO INDONESIA ?"

JUST MEMORIES IN THE PAST,

every day, night, or every time i always feel so alone. dunno what am i feel .
i think i miss sumone, my ex .............. but no ! stop thinkin about the past , i won't remember bout it.
as you know it was hurt me and until now it still hurt me .
 but i think hurt or broken heart may be everybody ever feel like that, that's not only  me who's feel the bad bad bad and verry verry bad feel.
this is the first time i ever had , my felt was so blue every day yeah i know i feel so deep and blue until now,

every day, time, where , i always remem him , but im swear i rili wanna forget you, but my i miss you so much
do you know what i feel ?
I FEEL SO RILI RILI RILI BLUE .
my lovely boyfriend go away from me , and after that he in relationship with her new girl and the girl in the past she disturb me with my ex. and my boy broke up with me and a week after he broke up he IN RELATIONSHIP WITH HER.

ya ya ya you know whaaaat i feel ? every day and every night i dreamed bout him and wish that you were mine,  everyday i feel like it ! but the real it's NOTHING .

I WAS THINK THAT THE WORLD IS DARK , DARK , DARK LIKED MY HEART.
cud you think , you very very love ur boy friend,  and a week after you celebrated his birth day
then he said  "WE WEREN'T MEANT TO BE , SO WE MUST BREAK UP "
YEAH YOU KKNOWWWWWWWWWWWWW THAT I JUST CRIED, CRIED EVERY DAYY !!!
I FELR IT WAS A NITEMARE FROM ME,
I ALWAYS  SAID "PLEASE WAKE ME UP FROM THIS NITE MARE "
but, i must be strong , so strong like a tarzan maybe, this real life is very make me so desperently and make me so sick !!!!!!!!

I WANNA WAKE UP FROM MY NITEMARE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT ITS REAL LIFE !!!!
UNTIL NOW I ALWAYS FEEL BLUE IF MISS HIM

yeah but i believe KARMA RULES , you know  ? karma heppen when you did hurt to another and you will feel the same hurt from another person or the same person .

this is my unlucky love story, check it out ,

i was in relationship with my boy since 9 febuary 2010,
yeahhhhhhi rili happy coz i've boy, i always happy and smile everyday, i know he is  very romantic ^^
he always call me honey, yeahhhhhh wahahhaahahah
but i often angry to him , i always jealous and angry to him buty whatever i love him so much
we ever had three times break up, and we always together again coz we love each other and it was very very very crazy in love .
july, yeah july we were in 11 grade senior high school. we had new friend yeaah like it's normally heppen when you move class from 1o grade to 11 grade it was happy, and it's rili rili happy when we were together :)
it was 5 mounth he was belongs wif me :)
suddenly he told me , he had new friend , it was a girl and he said he hate her because her attitude or sumthin,
uhmmm, i just said ohhhhhh, and gave him sum advice. after that when i opened his facebook i was read that he wanted to gone with her and with another friends and they wud go when satnite,
 yayayaaaaaaa taht good, good to made me feelin angry and MORE , MORE AND MORE JEALOUS !!!!!
HOW'S NOT  ? YOUR BOY WANNA GONE WITH ANOTHER GIRL WHEN SATNITE
 i rili angry you know that , and he always made me smile and made me believe him ,
he told me that he wanted to knew her by his friend , yeahhh i believe it ,
after that many problems came to our .
one day when i was datin with my boy, i opened my boy handphone and i read that MANY TEXTIN AND BBMIN FROM HER , and we of course angry again, but he promised not do the same again, okay .
and he did it again , he did hurt my heart again . he still texting with her. and made me so desperently in love and he was lemme down , he said he never do the same again he said this time wud be so rite but when i was find he do the same again, i just speechless, you know before that i saw he sent a message from facebook to her, he wrote ' I LIKE YOU "
you knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww i rili so deep :(
he turnin me so blue , he always did the same thing . i dunno he lie or no ? but i love him , he said if i loved him i must believe what his said. yeahhhhh he always lies me for many time,
after that i said "YOU WANT ME OR WANT HER ?! LET'S CHOOSE YOUR CHOISE !! PLEASE CHOOSE I TIRED TO FEEL LIKEN THAT !"
he choosen me , he said he wanna make me happy, he rilli sorry to me, he rili wanna change his self, he love me and he won't if me go away from his. and i did it liked his. i loved him so much so i gave my sorry to him ,
and he promised that he dont want to contact as a afriend with her, cos i told if you choosen me , dont ever to contact as a friend with her, or i'll lettin you go.
so he rilli rilli wanna changed his self he rili promised to me , he dont won't if i gone away from he .
until when i celebrated his birthday . i surprised him. i came to his house with bring a present and a birthday cake with candles it's 1-6 . i rili wanna made him happy, because i rili love him until my last.
i said i love you in the past, now and future. he still slept and i entered his room with birthday cake in my hand , i woke up him, and he so surprised by me . i rili happy :)
after that i feel i wanna if he letting me go because i think he has canges in his self.
but a week after that , we angry again with a little problem.
but i didn't want if this problem became a big problem but he speechless to me, he didn't call me, he didn't send me a message for 3 a days , i feel so deep and so sick .
but when i saw his facebook, he wrote on the girl who was disturb me and my boy,
yap that heppen again. he and her playing facebook together write on their wall each other, but he promised me he didn't contact her as a friend but he was playing facebook with her and but he didnt told me his self for 3 days.
in 24 september 20 : 45 pm he sent me a message that we must break up now !!!
AND A WEEK AFTER WE HAD BROKE UP , HE IN RELATIONSHIP WITH HER !!!!!

YOU KNOW WHAT AM I FEELIN UNTIL NOW ?
I JUST SMILE UNTIL NOW ,
THIS HURT STILL FEELIN TO ME UNTIL NOW, SUMONE WHO'S YOU RILI RILI LOVE TO HIM, BUT HIM CHOOSEN TO BREAK UP WITH YOU AND CHOOSEN TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH ANOTHER GIRL .

THANK FOR MEMORIES :)