sumtimes i think i wud lyk to being sumone and wanna my life same as lyk them ,
coz i see their life always happy and never get problem . but actually i think i must be proud with my life and must be thankful to god with anythin that i hold until now .
god had regualate our life , and god know exactly what we need . good had arrenge what the future in our life and organize our life .
i think we sud thankful and proud with what we hold now and our life . dont remorse with our life ,
if god created our being a poor people, an ugly people or many else but dont remorse if you in this way with that situation. coz god prepared that , god almost know who we are . if god ccreated our with many lack it didnt mean if god cruel to made our lyk that . remember god know who we are and know how strong's we are .
reverse that, there is a thing that we must learn it . if god made you with many lacks dont sad over it dont judge if god wicked to you. it doesnt mean lyk that . there's sumthin that we must learn bout it.
dont make ur life full with sadness if you've many lacks . it means we must be greateful and thankful more more and moreeeeeeeee to god !
i think god love you if you had many lacks in ur life , god want if you greateful , thankful and pray more more and more .
in every religions we learned that if we pray , thankful, greateful and do what we must do in our religion we can going to heaven (aminnnnnnnnn ) !!!!! that's rite ?
so take the good think dont think the bad one .
everybody have their happiness and their sadness in their way .
dont wanna being sumone , but you must be proud with what you hold in your life . if you wanna being sumone coz you jst see how wonderful their happiness . but for sure you dunno what their lacks .
maybe you cannot be them because you aint strong as them to face their lacks . god know our at all .
sumone who's have an amazing happiness in their life i bet their problem or their lacks is more expert than who's have a poor happiness .
dont see other from their cover or from their happiness but look them from the side's lack .
remember god know who we are and how strong we are , so god have preapared it when made our .
dont wanna be onother people but you must be proud with what you have in ur life .
thankful, greateful and pray more more and more with do what the rules in our religion ask for.
if you proud, thankful and enjoy in ur life i bet ur life gonna be beautiful yeees it means if you enjoy ur life it must be you dont look what your lack , whats the missing part. you'll not care abour your lack coz you've enjoy your life.
god have prepare the future , god certainly have a great plan for us .
dont ever say " I'M NOT LUCKY FOR BEING MYSELF " what a fool you are if you said lyk that !!!!!!
you must be say "I'M PROUD FOT BEING WHO I AM . I PROUD WITH MY LIFE"
in you've thankful and greateful with ur life maybe god will add more and more ur happiness .
enjoy u're life even tough its hardly to say im fine when problem comin to you !!!!
smile to world it need when u're in a down condition.
be greateful and thankful to god with what you've now !!!! for sure you a lucky people when you still feel ur happiness . greateful with what you holda coz if you never be greateful and thankful , god will pull out ur happiness , will pull out what you hold.
so you must be proud with ur life, be greateful and thankful with god. pray and do what your religion ask for .
kinda wonderful if you enjoy ur life . happiness will full in every your side , if you never deplore with your lacks .
enjoy ur life as long you can survive in ur life .
Rabu, 09 Maret 2011
Minggu, 13 Februari 2011
my new lovelife
Yaaaaaaap ini ttg masa yg sekarang ;) ;) ;)
Hehhehheeh
Okedeh gue ceritaaaaaa hhehehe :D
Dimulai pada hari pertama masuk sekolah setelah tahun baru, saat gue kekantin sama adik kelas gue yaaap seperti biasa ingin beli minum,
Pada saat ngantri beli minum adik kelas gue ngilang yaaaaa gue coba buat tengak tengok kanan kiri .
Sampai akirnya mata gue berhenti diseorang cowo .
Yaaaaap gue ngeliat dia dan dia ngeliat gue . Tp sempet bingung pas lagi tatap2an kenapa matanya di malah keatas hahahah ;p
Naaaah karna sedang jomblo yeeeeep dan hati udah kosong ya karna waktu tahun baru janji pada diri sendiri gak bakalan inget tentang masa lalu yeeeeep.
Dan gue ngerasa tertarik hhehehew okede langsung nanya itu siapa ke adik kls gue ya trs dia langsung blg kalo cowo itu temen sekelasnyaaaa .
Yaaaah penasaran kan akirnya gue kekelas adik kelas gue dan nanya cowo itu siapa namanya siapa .
Dan saat gue memasuki kls nya ada cowo itu dipojokan lg dengerin ipod .
Yaaaaa well gue suka dia hhehe ;)
Pas besok paginya yaaaa I had a great news !!!!!!! Adean gue bilang kl cowo itu jg naksir sm gue hhahah
Sumpah jd ketawa2 sewndiri salting dan gue nulis ini pun cengar cengir ;p
Okaaaaay saat sore plg skolah ada sms masuk yap ternyata dari dia okede smsan selama seminggu
Yaaaaaaaap tanggal 8 januari a got a new lovelife hhehe ;)
Hheheee berjalan dari awal yg biasa saja datar gitu aja .
Yaaaa tp lama kelamaan gue bisa lupa tentang masa lalu gue yaaaaaaap :D
Dan gue pun lama kelamaan jd sayang hhehee ;)
Dan masih berjalan sampai sekarang hhehee .
Pada awalnya emg msh inget sdkt ttg masa lalu dan belum terlalu yaaah seperti itu,
Tapi lama kelamaan dia yg buat gue jd sayang sm dia hheheee ;)
Yaaaaaa karna smua perhatiannya dia ke gue yaaaaaaap I love the way he cares to me ;p
Heheheheh begitulah dia srg bikin gue ketawa hhhahaha dan gue sm dia sama2 merasa nyaman yaaaaap ;)
Hehehhehe maaf maaf maaf bila terlalu frontal yah tapi emg gue suka yg frontal lebih seru ;p
Heheheheheeh
Yomi ;) ;p
Hehhehheeh
Okedeh gue ceritaaaaaa hhehehe :D
Dimulai pada hari pertama masuk sekolah setelah tahun baru, saat gue kekantin sama adik kelas gue yaaap seperti biasa ingin beli minum,
Pada saat ngantri beli minum adik kelas gue ngilang yaaaaa gue coba buat tengak tengok kanan kiri .
Sampai akirnya mata gue berhenti diseorang cowo .
Yaaaaap gue ngeliat dia dan dia ngeliat gue . Tp sempet bingung pas lagi tatap2an kenapa matanya di malah keatas hahahah ;p
Naaaah karna sedang jomblo yeeeeep dan hati udah kosong ya karna waktu tahun baru janji pada diri sendiri gak bakalan inget tentang masa lalu yeeeeep.
Dan gue ngerasa tertarik hhehehew okede langsung nanya itu siapa ke adik kls gue ya trs dia langsung blg kalo cowo itu temen sekelasnyaaaa .
Yaaaah penasaran kan akirnya gue kekelas adik kelas gue dan nanya cowo itu siapa namanya siapa .
Dan saat gue memasuki kls nya ada cowo itu dipojokan lg dengerin ipod .
Yaaaaa well gue suka dia hhehe ;)
Pas besok paginya yaaaa I had a great news !!!!!!! Adean gue bilang kl cowo itu jg naksir sm gue hhahah
Sumpah jd ketawa2 sewndiri salting dan gue nulis ini pun cengar cengir ;p
Okaaaaay saat sore plg skolah ada sms masuk yap ternyata dari dia okede smsan selama seminggu
Yaaaaaaaap tanggal 8 januari a got a new lovelife hhehe ;)
Hheheee berjalan dari awal yg biasa saja datar gitu aja .
Yaaaa tp lama kelamaan gue bisa lupa tentang masa lalu gue yaaaaaaap :D
Dan gue pun lama kelamaan jd sayang hhehee ;)
Dan masih berjalan sampai sekarang hhehee .
Pada awalnya emg msh inget sdkt ttg masa lalu dan belum terlalu yaaah seperti itu,
Tapi lama kelamaan dia yg buat gue jd sayang sm dia hheheee ;)
Yaaaaaa karna smua perhatiannya dia ke gue yaaaaaaap I love the way he cares to me ;p
Heheheheh begitulah dia srg bikin gue ketawa hhhahaha dan gue sm dia sama2 merasa nyaman yaaaaap ;)
Hehehhehe maaf maaf maaf bila terlalu frontal yah tapi emg gue suka yg frontal lebih seru ;p
Heheheheheeh
Yomi ;) ;p
masa lalu 2010
Helooooooo
Sebenernya pas mau nulis takut dan gak enak !
Yaaaa tp mau cerita aja ;)
Maaf yah bagi org yg gue tulis disini maaf kl gak suka gue tulis
Tp ini menyangkut hidup gue jd gue tulis
Sebelumnya minta maaf kalo merasa tersinggung atau apa
Yg gue tulis ini gak ada unsur apa2 kok !
Gak ada maksut apa2 ! Cuman mau cerita .
Gak ada maksut buat apa2 ;)
Yaaaaa gue bakal cerita kisah cinta gue yaaa di 2010 ;)
Pertama2 awal gue kenal dgn seorang cowo yaaa panjang ceritanya
Yah lalu tanggal 09 febuari 2010 kira2 pukul sepuluh lewat yaap
Dia menyatakan cintanya pada saya. Dan kami menjadi sepasang kekasih
Yaaaaah bisa dibilang dia pacar pertama gue . Pacar yg bener2 gue ngerasain pacaran
Pacar pertama yg gue kenalin ke nyokap dan bokap
Bokap gue apalagi sayang sm dia udh nganggep anak sendiri hheheee ,
Febuari, maret, april, berjalan lancar . Yaaa rasanya senang punya pacar ;)
Setiap hari ketika membuka handphone ada selalu ada sms yg berisi
Sayaaaaang, sayanggggg, sayayayayang, sayangkukukukuku yaaaa senangnya hati
Punya pacar yg romantis senang bgt yaa ;)
Sampai akhirnya bulan may. Yaaap sempat mengalami putus pertama
Dan hanya gara2 masalah sepele dan gara gue hhehe
Sempat berakir hubungan pada bulan may jam 10 pagi tepatnya waktu gue istirahat diskolah
Pada saat baca sms putus sumpah diskolah jd gak tenang yaaaa nangis
Air mata ngocor2 , teman2 pada panik ngediemin gue
Dan gue sadar gue juga karna suka ngambek sm dia yg berlebihan hhehe
Dan akirnya pada pukul kira2 10 malam gue balikan lagi hhehe
Yaaap semenjak putus pertama njd ngerti kl kehilangan dia itu menyedihkan hhehe
Dan akirnya melanjutkan hubungan .
Yaaaaa gue akui dia sangat amat romantis bgt hheheee
Setiap mau tidur yaaa gue sering dinyanyiin lagu .
Maliq - pilihanku . Maliq- dia , yaaaa pokonyaaa gitu
Yaaaaa dinyanyiin lagu sm pacar seneng kan pastinya hahhaah
Dia amat menyukain maliq dan kl gue justbie hahahaha
Dan akirnya skrg gue suka maliq juga .
Yaaaaaa gue pacaran sm dia udah nganggap sahabat , kakak
Ya karna saling menasihati dan berbagi pengalaman
Yah gue merasa jadi diajarin dewasa dan bahagia ;) hhehe
yaaaaaap sering bgt ketemu dia ya karna dia jg sering ke rmh gue
Keluarga gue pun jg udah kenal deket sm dia hhehee .
Yaaaaah sebagian yg masih gue inget pagi2 dia kerumah gue nyari ketoprak makan bareng, malem2 makan pecel lele bareng suap2an di rumah gue
Trs apa lagi ya ? Pokonya banyak deh itu sebagian yg gue inget.
Jujur pacaran yg paling deket sm dia . Yaah karna dia selalu ada buat gue.
Okay sampai tiba bulan juni gue ulang tahun dan gue diberi hadiah bantal elmo.
Yaaap waktu pas ulang tahun tanggal 7 juni gue inget bgt dia nemenin gue ampe malem dan pas mau plg dia beliin gue sekotak gede martabak keju hhahaha ;)
Yaaaaaa seneng aja ulang tahun bersama org yg gue syg .
Trs heeeem akir2 juni ya sempet putus lg gara2 nonton konser maliq yap kalo gasalah hhehe
Yaudah 2hari putus trs balikan lagi . Hhehee
Pacaran sm dia yaaah jujur berkesan bgt , romantis, selalu nemenin gue ya karna dia ke srg ke rmh gue hhehe dan dia jg ngajarin beberapa hal yg belum gue tau.
Sebelum tidur nyanyiin lagu buat gue , dia jg pernah bikinin gue sambel rujak hhaha :p dan banyak lg kenangan yg gak terlupakan.
Apalagi selama liburan dulu hampir setiap saat di nemenin gue .
Dia selalu perhatian bgt sm gue ;) dan jujur gue sering ngambekan dan dia selalu minta maaf hhehe.
Yaaap perlu disadari pada waktu itu gue kaya anak kecil suka ngambek, sifat gue jelek dan kurang perhatian.
Yah tp kl boleh jujur emg gue orgnya cuek hhehee .
Hari demi hari dilalui yaaa sampe akirnya pernah sempet putus lagi bulan juli!
Gara2 gue ngediemin dia, dia ngira gue gak sayang. Yaap gue putus pada waktu itu sekitar pukul 4tan dan balikan lagi jam 5 hhehe .
Yaaah karna salah paham. Pada saat putus gue lgsg telpon dia dan jelasin kl gue sayang sm dia.
Nah itu udah tiga kali putus dan berjanji gak akan ucapin kata putus lagi hhehe .
Yaaaa terus berjalanlah hubungan gue sm dia pada saay memasuki kls 11 .
Yaaah karna kami beda sekolah yaaah jd tdk begitu tau .
Pada awal2 kelas 11 kami meskipun beda sekolah tp belajar bersama hehhe.
Inget bgt waktu malam hari sekitar habis magrib dia ke rumahku untuk mengerjakan pr bersama . Dia mengerjakan ekonomi dan aku bahasa ingris msh jelas bgt saya ingat .
Yaaaaaap senang sekali setiap waktu bisa bertemu ;)
Sampai akirlah muncul pertama konflik yah gara2 org lain dan yaaaah cukup lama untuk menyelesaikan masalah karena orang ketiga .
Yaa sampai akirnya iya berjanji tdk mengulangi kesalahannya .
Yaaa pada saat memasuki awal september jujur gue merasa tambah syg dengan dia hhehe .
Tiba akirnya lebaran, iya datang ke rmh ku dan bersalam2an bersama org tua ku hhehe
Nah esoknya atau lusanya seperti biasa dtg ke rmh ku mengajak untuk jalan2 ke mall dan iya membawakan surprice kepadaku .
Surprice itu adalah jam hhehee ;) lalu kami pergi bersama .
Nah saat menjelang 15 ya gue mulai memikirkan apa yg gue lakuin karna itu hari ulang tahunnya .
Yaaaap mulai gue menyiapkan rencana bersama kakak nya ;) hhehe
Pada waktu jam 8 pagi tanggal 15 gue dan sahabat gue datang membawa kue bolu dan kado untuk surprice nya ;)
Akirnya surprice berjalan lancar dan gue senang banget :D
Senang sudah tidak ada masalah dan gue makin syg sm dia .
Yaaaaap tiba munculah konflik sekitar 5 hari kemuadia yap tepatnya hari senin saat pertama masuk skolah setelah libur panjang lebaran .
Gue , teman sekelas gue , dan dia terkena konflik yang cukup rumit menurut gue .
Yaaaa hingga akirnya bisa terlalui namun selasa , rabu, kamis kami lostcontact
Hingga jumat 24 september puncaknya pukul 20:45 message yg berisi harus mengakiri hubungan pun muncul .
Sempat kecewa mengapa tdk secara langsung hhehe .
Jujur setelah kejadian itu gue sempet sakit selama 3 hari karna gak makan2 ya karna kepikiran terus .
Mata bengkak, perut sakit , hati buruk bener gabisa menerima kenyataan yaaah.
Yaaaaaa susah bgt buat lupain smua kenyataan itu .
Msh inget jelas gue kapan gue dan dia jadian pada haru selasa malam yaaap dan besoknya dia menjemputku di sekolah padahal jarak antara rumah dan skolahku tidak terlalu jauh .
Esok harinya lagi kami makan baso bersama ;) hhehe dan pada saat sabtu malam minggu yaaap itu kencan pertama kami.
Naaah gue ngerasa seneng bgt hhehehe ;)
Dan esok harinya kami bermain dirumah salah satu temannya sampai sore .
Semua kenangan jelas msh ada di kepala yaaaa dulu .
Ingat waktu kehujanan bareng, buka puasa di hari pertama bersama , jebol puasa bersama, saat ngomong tolaq angin, joget atau apalah daaaan smua janji dulu yaaa karna kita pacaran terlalu dekat jd kenangannya banyak ;) hhehee
Inget waktu dinyanyiin pake gitar , inget kl lagi otp-an hehhe itu smua kenangan .
Inget waktu gue malem2 gak tidur mainin piano selamat ulg tahun kusus buat dia hhehee .
Banyaaaaaaaaak bgt kenangannya gabisa diceritain pake kata2 .
Yaaaaaa gue jg mau minta maaf yaa kalo ada pihak yg marah dengan postingan blog gue maap bgt ya .
Cuman mau bercerita doang dan gak ada maksut apa2 kok.
Okay terima kasih kenangan 09.02.10-24.09.10 hhehee
Maaf kl sama ini gue sering menyindir di twitter atau apa yah maaf karna dulu dari semenjak september sampai desember gue merasa kelabu hidup gue
Yaaaaa pasti lo jg bisa tau kan fakta yg gue harus hadapi. Melihat org yg plg disayang telah mempunyai kekasih baru yaaaa sedih bgt apalagi mereka jadian gak lama gue putus .
Maaf banget yaaaa kl ada pihak2 yg tersindir disini , maaf gada maksut buat menjatuhkan atau menjelekan seseorang yaaa cuman ingin menulis kisah gue aja .
Maaf kl ada yg terkait ;)
Terima kasih , yomi ;)
Sebenernya pas mau nulis takut dan gak enak !
Yaaaa tp mau cerita aja ;)
Maaf yah bagi org yg gue tulis disini maaf kl gak suka gue tulis
Tp ini menyangkut hidup gue jd gue tulis
Sebelumnya minta maaf kalo merasa tersinggung atau apa
Yg gue tulis ini gak ada unsur apa2 kok !
Gak ada maksut apa2 ! Cuman mau cerita .
Gak ada maksut buat apa2 ;)
Yaaaaa gue bakal cerita kisah cinta gue yaaa di 2010 ;)
Pertama2 awal gue kenal dgn seorang cowo yaaa panjang ceritanya
Yah lalu tanggal 09 febuari 2010 kira2 pukul sepuluh lewat yaap
Dia menyatakan cintanya pada saya. Dan kami menjadi sepasang kekasih
Yaaaaah bisa dibilang dia pacar pertama gue . Pacar yg bener2 gue ngerasain pacaran
Pacar pertama yg gue kenalin ke nyokap dan bokap
Bokap gue apalagi sayang sm dia udh nganggep anak sendiri hheheee ,
Febuari, maret, april, berjalan lancar . Yaaa rasanya senang punya pacar ;)
Setiap hari ketika membuka handphone ada selalu ada sms yg berisi
Sayaaaaang, sayanggggg, sayayayayang, sayangkukukukuku yaaaa senangnya hati
Punya pacar yg romantis senang bgt yaa ;)
Sampai akhirnya bulan may. Yaaap sempat mengalami putus pertama
Dan hanya gara2 masalah sepele dan gara gue hhehe
Sempat berakir hubungan pada bulan may jam 10 pagi tepatnya waktu gue istirahat diskolah
Pada saat baca sms putus sumpah diskolah jd gak tenang yaaaa nangis
Air mata ngocor2 , teman2 pada panik ngediemin gue
Dan gue sadar gue juga karna suka ngambek sm dia yg berlebihan hhehe
Dan akirnya pada pukul kira2 10 malam gue balikan lagi hhehe
Yaaap semenjak putus pertama njd ngerti kl kehilangan dia itu menyedihkan hhehe
Dan akirnya melanjutkan hubungan .
Yaaaaa gue akui dia sangat amat romantis bgt hheheee
Setiap mau tidur yaaa gue sering dinyanyiin lagu .
Maliq - pilihanku . Maliq- dia , yaaaa pokonyaaa gitu
Yaaaaa dinyanyiin lagu sm pacar seneng kan pastinya hahhaah
Dia amat menyukain maliq dan kl gue justbie hahahaha
Dan akirnya skrg gue suka maliq juga .
Yaaaaaa gue pacaran sm dia udah nganggap sahabat , kakak
Ya karna saling menasihati dan berbagi pengalaman
Yah gue merasa jadi diajarin dewasa dan bahagia ;) hhehe
yaaaaaap sering bgt ketemu dia ya karna dia jg sering ke rmh gue
Keluarga gue pun jg udah kenal deket sm dia hhehee .
Yaaaaah sebagian yg masih gue inget pagi2 dia kerumah gue nyari ketoprak makan bareng, malem2 makan pecel lele bareng suap2an di rumah gue
Trs apa lagi ya ? Pokonya banyak deh itu sebagian yg gue inget.
Jujur pacaran yg paling deket sm dia . Yaah karna dia selalu ada buat gue.
Okay sampai tiba bulan juni gue ulang tahun dan gue diberi hadiah bantal elmo.
Yaaap waktu pas ulang tahun tanggal 7 juni gue inget bgt dia nemenin gue ampe malem dan pas mau plg dia beliin gue sekotak gede martabak keju hhahaha ;)
Yaaaaaa seneng aja ulang tahun bersama org yg gue syg .
Trs heeeem akir2 juni ya sempet putus lg gara2 nonton konser maliq yap kalo gasalah hhehe
Yaudah 2hari putus trs balikan lagi . Hhehee
Pacaran sm dia yaaah jujur berkesan bgt , romantis, selalu nemenin gue ya karna dia ke srg ke rmh gue hhehe dan dia jg ngajarin beberapa hal yg belum gue tau.
Sebelum tidur nyanyiin lagu buat gue , dia jg pernah bikinin gue sambel rujak hhaha :p dan banyak lg kenangan yg gak terlupakan.
Apalagi selama liburan dulu hampir setiap saat di nemenin gue .
Dia selalu perhatian bgt sm gue ;) dan jujur gue sering ngambekan dan dia selalu minta maaf hhehe.
Yaaap perlu disadari pada waktu itu gue kaya anak kecil suka ngambek, sifat gue jelek dan kurang perhatian.
Yah tp kl boleh jujur emg gue orgnya cuek hhehee .
Hari demi hari dilalui yaaa sampe akirnya pernah sempet putus lagi bulan juli!
Gara2 gue ngediemin dia, dia ngira gue gak sayang. Yaap gue putus pada waktu itu sekitar pukul 4tan dan balikan lagi jam 5 hhehe .
Yaaah karna salah paham. Pada saat putus gue lgsg telpon dia dan jelasin kl gue sayang sm dia.
Nah itu udah tiga kali putus dan berjanji gak akan ucapin kata putus lagi hhehe .
Yaaaa terus berjalanlah hubungan gue sm dia pada saay memasuki kls 11 .
Yaaah karna kami beda sekolah yaaah jd tdk begitu tau .
Pada awal2 kelas 11 kami meskipun beda sekolah tp belajar bersama hehhe.
Inget bgt waktu malam hari sekitar habis magrib dia ke rumahku untuk mengerjakan pr bersama . Dia mengerjakan ekonomi dan aku bahasa ingris msh jelas bgt saya ingat .
Yaaaaaap senang sekali setiap waktu bisa bertemu ;)
Sampai akirlah muncul pertama konflik yah gara2 org lain dan yaaaah cukup lama untuk menyelesaikan masalah karena orang ketiga .
Yaa sampai akirnya iya berjanji tdk mengulangi kesalahannya .
Yaaa pada saat memasuki awal september jujur gue merasa tambah syg dengan dia hhehe .
Tiba akirnya lebaran, iya datang ke rmh ku dan bersalam2an bersama org tua ku hhehe
Nah esoknya atau lusanya seperti biasa dtg ke rmh ku mengajak untuk jalan2 ke mall dan iya membawakan surprice kepadaku .
Surprice itu adalah jam hhehee ;) lalu kami pergi bersama .
Nah saat menjelang 15 ya gue mulai memikirkan apa yg gue lakuin karna itu hari ulang tahunnya .
Yaaaap mulai gue menyiapkan rencana bersama kakak nya ;) hhehe
Pada waktu jam 8 pagi tanggal 15 gue dan sahabat gue datang membawa kue bolu dan kado untuk surprice nya ;)
Akirnya surprice berjalan lancar dan gue senang banget :D
Senang sudah tidak ada masalah dan gue makin syg sm dia .
Yaaaaap tiba munculah konflik sekitar 5 hari kemuadia yap tepatnya hari senin saat pertama masuk skolah setelah libur panjang lebaran .
Gue , teman sekelas gue , dan dia terkena konflik yang cukup rumit menurut gue .
Yaaaa hingga akirnya bisa terlalui namun selasa , rabu, kamis kami lostcontact
Hingga jumat 24 september puncaknya pukul 20:45 message yg berisi harus mengakiri hubungan pun muncul .
Sempat kecewa mengapa tdk secara langsung hhehe .
Jujur setelah kejadian itu gue sempet sakit selama 3 hari karna gak makan2 ya karna kepikiran terus .
Mata bengkak, perut sakit , hati buruk bener gabisa menerima kenyataan yaaah.
Yaaaaaa susah bgt buat lupain smua kenyataan itu .
Msh inget jelas gue kapan gue dan dia jadian pada haru selasa malam yaaap dan besoknya dia menjemputku di sekolah padahal jarak antara rumah dan skolahku tidak terlalu jauh .
Esok harinya lagi kami makan baso bersama ;) hhehe dan pada saat sabtu malam minggu yaaap itu kencan pertama kami.
Naaah gue ngerasa seneng bgt hhehehe ;)
Dan esok harinya kami bermain dirumah salah satu temannya sampai sore .
Semua kenangan jelas msh ada di kepala yaaaa dulu .
Ingat waktu kehujanan bareng, buka puasa di hari pertama bersama , jebol puasa bersama, saat ngomong tolaq angin, joget atau apalah daaaan smua janji dulu yaaa karna kita pacaran terlalu dekat jd kenangannya banyak ;) hhehee
Inget waktu dinyanyiin pake gitar , inget kl lagi otp-an hehhe itu smua kenangan .
Inget waktu gue malem2 gak tidur mainin piano selamat ulg tahun kusus buat dia hhehee .
Banyaaaaaaaaak bgt kenangannya gabisa diceritain pake kata2 .
Yaaaaaa gue jg mau minta maaf yaa kalo ada pihak yg marah dengan postingan blog gue maap bgt ya .
Cuman mau bercerita doang dan gak ada maksut apa2 kok.
Okay terima kasih kenangan 09.02.10-24.09.10 hhehee
Maaf kl sama ini gue sering menyindir di twitter atau apa yah maaf karna dulu dari semenjak september sampai desember gue merasa kelabu hidup gue
Yaaaaa pasti lo jg bisa tau kan fakta yg gue harus hadapi. Melihat org yg plg disayang telah mempunyai kekasih baru yaaaa sedih bgt apalagi mereka jadian gak lama gue putus .
Maaf banget yaaaa kl ada pihak2 yg tersindir disini , maaf gada maksut buat menjatuhkan atau menjelekan seseorang yaaa cuman ingin menulis kisah gue aja .
Maaf kl ada yg terkait ;)
Terima kasih , yomi ;)
new story
Helooooooo , akhirnya dengan senang hati bisa nulis lg disini yaap
Karna udah hampir beberapa lama gak ngisi ya karna lupa passwordnya -_________-
Okede dan akhirnya hari ini gue bisa nulis lagi .
Well udah lama gak mencurahkan isi hati di blog yaaaap u,U
Hhahah waktu kemarin2 sih gue sempet baca yaa daru twitter salah seorang cewe
Yg merasa gue sindir di disini yg di postingan jst memories .
Yupieeeeeee kenapa anda mengatakan saya sok idealis kk ?
Yaaa kl anda gak merasa saya sindir disini gak usah gitu dong mbakeeee \m/
Yaatapi emg ini yg gue tulis disini itu smua kenyataan dan fakta bukan gue buat2 yaaaap
Masa iya gue sok idealis ngarang2 ini sih "----______-----
Yaaaaa ini isi hati gueeee yaaaaap
Maap deh bagi mbake dan masse yg merasa tersindir yatapi ini yg saya rasakan
Baru ini nulis blog pake bahasaku bahasa indonesia hhaha, sempet salah kebalik-balik
Hurufnya waktu nulis inggris so sorry ya ngetiknya sambil nangis sih jd
Ora konsen ! Wkwkwk .
Yaaaaaaa cumaaaaaan mau berbagi cerita ajaaaa yaaaaa, okay mafel nya mau cerita eaaaaa -_______-
Now , I wanna say "I'm happy" yip yip yip that's rite :)
Yaudahlah disini gue frontal2an aja yaaaa gpp okay kl ada pihak yg merasa
Yaaaaaa maklumin yaaaaaa !
Yaaaa skrg alhamdulilah banget ya allah GUE UDAH BISA MOVE ON !
ALHAMDULLILAH HIRABILALAMIN !!!!!!!
Ya bukan lebay kk kk tp seneng karna gue udah gak mikirin seseorang masa lalu gue :D
Yaaaaaap gue udah bisa lupain smuanya meski sulit yaaaa tp udah lupa, udah iklas :D
Bisa liatkan postingan2 gue yg paling bawah itu isinya derita smua !!!!!!
Kenyataan gue nulis postingan yg kemarin2 itu sambil nangis !!!!!!
Yaaaaa okay berbagi masa lalu (maaf mbake dan masse kl tersindir)
Yaaaah bisa dibilang 24 september sampai akhir desember itu kelabu bagi gue yaaaaap :(
Jujur kelabu bgt bgt bgt skt bgt yaaa kl ngeliat org yg disayang telah menyayangi org lain.
Yaaaaaa sedih dan harus ngelupain kenangan2 yg lalu .
Gak mudah bagi gue buat ngelupain org yg prnh gue sayang
Susah bgt sumpah apa lagi dulu kenangan gue yaap 09.02.10-24.09.10
Yaaaaa meskipun itu bentar tp bagi gue itu lamaaa dan gue sgt bahagia dulu .
Yaaaatapi emg takdir dan apa mau dikata . Hheheee
Okedeeeeeee mending biar lebih spesial gue buat 2 postingan lagi kali ya ! Haahaha
Heeeem nanti bakal gue bikin postingan baru yaaaap kusus buat masa lalu dan masa kini
Hahahahahah .
Ini sebenarnya gue ganiat buat curhat di blog dari awal posting.
Bermula dari guru TIK nyuru gue buat blog dan isinya tentang teknologi
Dan semacam berita gitu . Okedeh gue buat blog trs saat gue diserang ombak galowwwww
Yaaaaaaap gue bingung mesti curhat kesiapa akirnya ini blog gue jadiin deh isi curahan hati ;)
Hheheeeeee .
Karna udah hampir beberapa lama gak ngisi ya karna lupa passwordnya -_________-
Okede dan akhirnya hari ini gue bisa nulis lagi .
Well udah lama gak mencurahkan isi hati di blog yaaaap u,U
Hhahah waktu kemarin2 sih gue sempet baca yaa daru twitter salah seorang cewe
Yg merasa gue sindir di disini yg di postingan jst memories .
Yupieeeeeee kenapa anda mengatakan saya sok idealis kk ?
Yaaa kl anda gak merasa saya sindir disini gak usah gitu dong mbakeeee \m/
Yaatapi emg ini yg gue tulis disini itu smua kenyataan dan fakta bukan gue buat2 yaaaap
Masa iya gue sok idealis ngarang2 ini sih "----______-----
Yaaaaa ini isi hati gueeee yaaaaap
Maap deh bagi mbake dan masse yg merasa tersindir yatapi ini yg saya rasakan
Baru ini nulis blog pake bahasaku bahasa indonesia hhaha, sempet salah kebalik-balik
Hurufnya waktu nulis inggris so sorry ya ngetiknya sambil nangis sih jd
Ora konsen ! Wkwkwk .
Yaaaaaaa cumaaaaaan mau berbagi cerita ajaaaa yaaaaa, okay mafel nya mau cerita eaaaaa -_______-
Now , I wanna say "I'm happy" yip yip yip that's rite :)
Yaudahlah disini gue frontal2an aja yaaaa gpp okay kl ada pihak yg merasa
Yaaaaaa maklumin yaaaaaa !
Yaaaa skrg alhamdulilah banget ya allah GUE UDAH BISA MOVE ON !
ALHAMDULLILAH HIRABILALAMIN !!!!!!!
Ya bukan lebay kk kk tp seneng karna gue udah gak mikirin seseorang masa lalu gue :D
Yaaaaaap gue udah bisa lupain smuanya meski sulit yaaaa tp udah lupa, udah iklas :D
Bisa liatkan postingan2 gue yg paling bawah itu isinya derita smua !!!!!!
Kenyataan gue nulis postingan yg kemarin2 itu sambil nangis !!!!!!
Yaaaaa okay berbagi masa lalu (maaf mbake dan masse kl tersindir)
Yaaaah bisa dibilang 24 september sampai akhir desember itu kelabu bagi gue yaaaaap :(
Jujur kelabu bgt bgt bgt skt bgt yaaa kl ngeliat org yg disayang telah menyayangi org lain.
Yaaaaaa sedih dan harus ngelupain kenangan2 yg lalu .
Gak mudah bagi gue buat ngelupain org yg prnh gue sayang
Susah bgt sumpah apa lagi dulu kenangan gue yaap 09.02.10-24.09.10
Yaaaaa meskipun itu bentar tp bagi gue itu lamaaa dan gue sgt bahagia dulu .
Yaaaatapi emg takdir dan apa mau dikata . Hheheee
Okedeeeeeee mending biar lebih spesial gue buat 2 postingan lagi kali ya ! Haahaha
Heeeem nanti bakal gue bikin postingan baru yaaaap kusus buat masa lalu dan masa kini
Hahahahahah .
Ini sebenarnya gue ganiat buat curhat di blog dari awal posting.
Bermula dari guru TIK nyuru gue buat blog dan isinya tentang teknologi
Dan semacam berita gitu . Okedeh gue buat blog trs saat gue diserang ombak galowwwww
Yaaaaaaap gue bingung mesti curhat kesiapa akirnya ini blog gue jadiin deh isi curahan hati ;)
Hheheeeeee .
Sabtu, 04 Desember 2010
think about it in your mind
ARE YOU A SINGLE PERSON ?
if you hear that , what in your mine ?
do you answer it YES or NO ?
almost some teenager afraid to answer I DONT HAVE A BOY/GIRL ,
why must be like it ?
i think teenager dont want if they call they self SINGLE
why ? why ? the big reason they dont wanna single coz they see , many teenager else have a boy . they always call their boy honey, sweety or babe sumthin like that . and there's look great, cool or sumthin ,
yap that's may be .
and if my friend say "yomi do you have a boy ? "
course i answer , "no i dont "
"why ? or why not to try another boy?"
sure i answer "WHO'S A GIRL DOESN'T WANT HAS A BOY ? . COURSE ALL THE GIRL WANNA HAS A BOY ! BUT THERE ARE SOME PROBLEM IN OUR SELF, SUCH AS DOESN'T MEET THE RITE PERSON, STILL LOVE EX, LOVE SUMONE BUT HE DOENS'T, PARENTS SAY NO TO IN RELATIONSHIP, AND SUMTHIN BLA BLA PROBLEMS. SO YOU WRONG IF YOU SAID
"WHY DONT YOU TRY TO FIND ANOTHER " I THINK A SINGLE GIRL HAS DONE TO LOOKING FOR IT BUT THERE IS A NOT RITE TIME, NOT RITE BOY.
IF YOU ARE A SINGLE GIRL DONT AFRAID TO BE IT , IT'S FUN TO BE A SINGLE .
AND IF YOU IN THE RITE TIME, YOU WILL GET YOUR LOVE , YOU GET IT WITHOUT YOU LOOKING FOR IT !!!!
BELIEVE ME, THE TRUE LOVE IS COME ALONE WITHOUT YOU TRYING TO LOOKING FOR IT, IT WILL COME SUDDENLY . IT WILL COME TO YOU WITHOUT YOU WANNA GET IT .
IF YOU LOOKING FOR A LOVE THAT'S SURE YOU LOVING SUMONE, LOVING SUMONE IS HARDER THAN LOVED BY SUMONE
AND IF THE TRUE LOVE COME TO YOU , THAT IS SURE YOU LOVED BY SUMONE ,
AND YOU KNOW IT'S HAPPY TO BEING A GILR WHO'S LOVED BY SUMONE .
you will know my word if it heppen to your self :)
i write it because i learn from my story love ,
but if you have get ur true love dont ever to make them hurt, dont even make them sad , because loving sumone is harder than loved by sumone .
if you make hurt to ur true love (sumone who's love you so much) more and more
believe me ,
ONE DAY YOU WILL FACE ON THE REAL LIVE WHEN YOUR TRUE LOVE GONE AWAY AND NEVER LOVING YOU AGAIN AND HE WILL NOT HAS A HEART FOR YOU.
AND THE SICKLY HE WILL LOOKING FOR ANOTHER GIRL .
it's heppen if you always hurt and make sumeone who's love you so much always sad . one day when you wake up there is different . he will not love you like yesterday and he will go away ,
if it heppen to yours, may be you will think if it is a nite mare , but not !!!!
it's real heppen if you hurt your true love ,
if you have a true love, sumone who's love you so much. that's mean you are a lucky girl .
lucky to have a true love . with true love there is makes change in your life,
your life is full with love and happiness ,
'if you got it , REMEMBER DONT EVER TO HURT IT !!!!!
IFYOU HURT YOUR TRUE LOVE , I THINK NITEMARE GONNA IN YOUR MIND AND THE NITE MARE IT WILL HEPPEN IN YOUR LIFE .
SUMEONE WHO'S LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE WILL CHANGE TO BE DOESN'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE AND YOU WILL FEEL SO BLUE EVERY DAY, YOU WILL FEEL SO DEEP IN YOUR LIFE , TURNIN SO SAD EVERY DAY COZ YOU WILL FEEL LOST YOUR LOVE,
IT HEPPEN IF YOU ALWAYS HURT AND MAKE SAD YOUR TRUE LOVE-SUMEONE WHO'S LOVE YOU SO MUCH .
if the true love lettin you go, you will feel the lost of him .
all the time you miss him, you wanted him to be yours, you wanna it cange like in the past , your life if full with blue .
if he loving you yeah i know you never think about his felt , you do as you wanna do never think how is his feel. does he hurt ? does he sad ? you always do what you wanna do .
but if he lettin you go, you will feel lost him
you feel if you rilli rilli love him if he has left you go .
if he in your side you dont care bout him, but when he tired and gone away from you, you start to feel is you rilli rilli love him so much .
there is so sick when you love him so much but him lettin you go .
you will cry, deep, blue , and dark in ur life ,
so when he inside and loving you dont ever make he hurt and sad . you wud be so lost if he left you .
love him as him love you .
keep your happiness with your boy :)
SO IF YOU GOT A TRUE LOVE , TAKE CARE IT, SAVE IT . BECAUSE YOUR A LUCKY GIRL IF YOU HAS A TRUE LOVE IN THIS WORLD .
if you hear that , what in your mine ?
do you answer it YES or NO ?
almost some teenager afraid to answer I DONT HAVE A BOY/GIRL ,
why must be like it ?
i think teenager dont want if they call they self SINGLE
why ? why ? the big reason they dont wanna single coz they see , many teenager else have a boy . they always call their boy honey, sweety or babe sumthin like that . and there's look great, cool or sumthin ,
yap that's may be .
and if my friend say "yomi do you have a boy ? "
course i answer , "no i dont "
"why ? or why not to try another boy?"
sure i answer "WHO'S A GIRL DOESN'T WANT HAS A BOY ? . COURSE ALL THE GIRL WANNA HAS A BOY ! BUT THERE ARE SOME PROBLEM IN OUR SELF, SUCH AS DOESN'T MEET THE RITE PERSON, STILL LOVE EX, LOVE SUMONE BUT HE DOENS'T, PARENTS SAY NO TO IN RELATIONSHIP, AND SUMTHIN BLA BLA PROBLEMS. SO YOU WRONG IF YOU SAID
"WHY DONT YOU TRY TO FIND ANOTHER " I THINK A SINGLE GIRL HAS DONE TO LOOKING FOR IT BUT THERE IS A NOT RITE TIME, NOT RITE BOY.
IF YOU ARE A SINGLE GIRL DONT AFRAID TO BE IT , IT'S FUN TO BE A SINGLE .
AND IF YOU IN THE RITE TIME, YOU WILL GET YOUR LOVE , YOU GET IT WITHOUT YOU LOOKING FOR IT !!!!
BELIEVE ME, THE TRUE LOVE IS COME ALONE WITHOUT YOU TRYING TO LOOKING FOR IT, IT WILL COME SUDDENLY . IT WILL COME TO YOU WITHOUT YOU WANNA GET IT .
IF YOU LOOKING FOR A LOVE THAT'S SURE YOU LOVING SUMONE, LOVING SUMONE IS HARDER THAN LOVED BY SUMONE
AND IF THE TRUE LOVE COME TO YOU , THAT IS SURE YOU LOVED BY SUMONE ,
AND YOU KNOW IT'S HAPPY TO BEING A GILR WHO'S LOVED BY SUMONE .
you will know my word if it heppen to your self :)
i write it because i learn from my story love ,
but if you have get ur true love dont ever to make them hurt, dont even make them sad , because loving sumone is harder than loved by sumone .
if you make hurt to ur true love (sumone who's love you so much) more and more
believe me ,
ONE DAY YOU WILL FACE ON THE REAL LIVE WHEN YOUR TRUE LOVE GONE AWAY AND NEVER LOVING YOU AGAIN AND HE WILL NOT HAS A HEART FOR YOU.
AND THE SICKLY HE WILL LOOKING FOR ANOTHER GIRL .
it's heppen if you always hurt and make sumeone who's love you so much always sad . one day when you wake up there is different . he will not love you like yesterday and he will go away ,
if it heppen to yours, may be you will think if it is a nite mare , but not !!!!
it's real heppen if you hurt your true love ,
if you have a true love, sumone who's love you so much. that's mean you are a lucky girl .
lucky to have a true love . with true love there is makes change in your life,
your life is full with love and happiness ,
'if you got it , REMEMBER DONT EVER TO HURT IT !!!!!
IFYOU HURT YOUR TRUE LOVE , I THINK NITEMARE GONNA IN YOUR MIND AND THE NITE MARE IT WILL HEPPEN IN YOUR LIFE .
SUMEONE WHO'S LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE WILL CHANGE TO BE DOESN'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE AND YOU WILL FEEL SO BLUE EVERY DAY, YOU WILL FEEL SO DEEP IN YOUR LIFE , TURNIN SO SAD EVERY DAY COZ YOU WILL FEEL LOST YOUR LOVE,
IT HEPPEN IF YOU ALWAYS HURT AND MAKE SAD YOUR TRUE LOVE-SUMEONE WHO'S LOVE YOU SO MUCH .
if the true love lettin you go, you will feel the lost of him .
all the time you miss him, you wanted him to be yours, you wanna it cange like in the past , your life if full with blue .
if he loving you yeah i know you never think about his felt , you do as you wanna do never think how is his feel. does he hurt ? does he sad ? you always do what you wanna do .
but if he lettin you go, you will feel lost him
you feel if you rilli rilli love him if he has left you go .
if he in your side you dont care bout him, but when he tired and gone away from you, you start to feel is you rilli rilli love him so much .
there is so sick when you love him so much but him lettin you go .
you will cry, deep, blue , and dark in ur life ,
so when he inside and loving you dont ever make he hurt and sad . you wud be so lost if he left you .
love him as him love you .
keep your happiness with your boy :)
SO IF YOU GOT A TRUE LOVE , TAKE CARE IT, SAVE IT . BECAUSE YOUR A LUCKY GIRL IF YOU HAS A TRUE LOVE IN THIS WORLD .
im a LIL MONSTER !!!!!!!
UHMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM , ,
Ohhh Ohhh
La La La
We Love Designer
yap yap yap you know what's that ??????????
if you are a LITTLE MONSTER, YO MUST BE KNOW IT !!!!!!
yeaaaah that's a part lyric of FASHION, LADY GAGA !!!
YOU KNOW I RILLI LOVE GAGA !!!!
IM SWEAR I FANS OF HER !!!!!
I'M A LITTLE MONSTER
I'M FANS OF GAGA !!!!!!!
almost like another teenager , i like many singers , like owl city, rihanna, taylor swift, demi lovato, justin beiber, ke$ha, katy perry,
but the mostly i love GAGA ,
WHY I LOVE HER ?
BECAUSE I LOVE AN ELECTRICAL MUSIC AND LOVE HER FASHION AND HER HAIR STYLIST !!!
IT'S AMAZING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but sumtimes i hate many people who's made a freak gossip , did you know the gossip bout gaga ?
they said gaga is a men, gaga has a changed from men became a women , gaga is gay and many freak gossip bout gaga. BUT UP TO THEY WANNA SAID WHAT, I STILL FANS OF GAGA .
THEY ARE CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYY, CRAZY TO SAID THAT GAGA IS A MEN ?
OUHHHHHHH WHAT DA FVCK !!!!!!
THERE ISN'T IMPOSSIBLE , GAGA IS RILLI PRETTY WOMEN , YEAYYYYYYY
GAGA AND HER FANS NOT CARE BOUT THE GOSSIP, SHE TAKE EASY THIS GOSSIP,
YEASSS THAT GOSSIP WANNA TO MADE GAGA FAILED IN HER CARRIER BUT THE FACT IT WAS MADE GAGA BECAME GO GO GO INTERNATIONAL YEAHAHAHAHAH
WE LOVE GAGA ~
IM THE ONE OF LIL MONSTER !!!!!!
but, i rilli sad why gaga doesn't come to indonesia ?
why ? why ? why?
gaga is in touring monster album around asia, but why she doesn't come to my country indonesia ?
hhhuuummmm unfornatelly :( she just come last in singapure .
me and bestfriend nabila, we are crazy of gaga , we are big fans of gaga
but nabila more update bout gaga than me , haahhaah coz i think she more crazy than me bout gaga .
she know all bout gaga, and if wanna know bout gaga , just ask nabila " hey nabila what the new gossip bout gaga ? " and she will tell me bout gaga's information haahahahahah !!!!
good good friends nabila yaaaaaap .
we were promised that when gaga come to indonesia WEE WILL WATCH HER CONCERT NO MATTER HOW COST IT'S !!!!
WE SAID " WE WILL WATCH IT !!!! NO MATTER HOW BIG IS THE COST !!!! "
WE WILL SAVE OUR MONEY !!!!!!
because in indonesia if international singer or famous artist want to came to indonesia, 7 mounth or a year before there's the informsation is has heard by many people,
so if in television or radio we has heard the news about gaga gonna here, we start to save our money
WE RILI WANNA MEET GAGA, WACTH SHE SING A LIVE , TAKE PHOTOS WITH HER !!!
YEAH WE LOVE GAGA !!!
BUT THE BIG BIG BIG QUESTION IS
"WHEN GAGA COME TO INDONESIA ?"
Ohhh Ohhh
La La La
We Love Designer
if you are a LITTLE MONSTER, YO MUST BE KNOW IT !!!!!!
yeaaaah that's a part lyric of FASHION, LADY GAGA !!!
YOU KNOW I RILLI LOVE GAGA !!!!
IM SWEAR I FANS OF HER !!!!!
I'M A LITTLE MONSTER
I'M FANS OF GAGA !!!!!!!
almost like another teenager , i like many singers , like owl city, rihanna, taylor swift, demi lovato, justin beiber, ke$ha, katy perry,
but the mostly i love GAGA ,
WHY I LOVE HER ?
BECAUSE I LOVE AN ELECTRICAL MUSIC AND LOVE HER FASHION AND HER HAIR STYLIST !!!
IT'S AMAZING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but sumtimes i hate many people who's made a freak gossip , did you know the gossip bout gaga ?
they said gaga is a men, gaga has a changed from men became a women , gaga is gay and many freak gossip bout gaga. BUT UP TO THEY WANNA SAID WHAT, I STILL FANS OF GAGA .
THEY ARE CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYY, CRAZY TO SAID THAT GAGA IS A MEN ?
OUHHHHHHH WHAT DA FVCK !!!!!!
THERE ISN'T IMPOSSIBLE , GAGA IS RILLI PRETTY WOMEN , YEAYYYYYYY
GAGA AND HER FANS NOT CARE BOUT THE GOSSIP, SHE TAKE EASY THIS GOSSIP,
YEASSS THAT GOSSIP WANNA TO MADE GAGA FAILED IN HER CARRIER BUT THE FACT IT WAS MADE GAGA BECAME GO GO GO INTERNATIONAL YEAHAHAHAHAH
WE LOVE GAGA ~
IM THE ONE OF LIL MONSTER !!!!!!
but, i rilli sad why gaga doesn't come to indonesia ?
why ? why ? why?
gaga is in touring monster album around asia, but why she doesn't come to my country indonesia ?
hhhuuummmm unfornatelly :( she just come last in singapure .
me and bestfriend nabila, we are crazy of gaga , we are big fans of gaga
but nabila more update bout gaga than me , haahhaah coz i think she more crazy than me bout gaga .
she know all bout gaga, and if wanna know bout gaga , just ask nabila " hey nabila what the new gossip bout gaga ? " and she will tell me bout gaga's information haahahahahah !!!!
good good friends nabila yaaaaaap .
we were promised that when gaga come to indonesia WEE WILL WATCH HER CONCERT NO MATTER HOW COST IT'S !!!!
WE SAID " WE WILL WATCH IT !!!! NO MATTER HOW BIG IS THE COST !!!! "
WE WILL SAVE OUR MONEY !!!!!!
because in indonesia if international singer or famous artist want to came to indonesia, 7 mounth or a year before there's the informsation is has heard by many people,
so if in television or radio we has heard the news about gaga gonna here, we start to save our money
WE RILI WANNA MEET GAGA, WACTH SHE SING A LIVE , TAKE PHOTOS WITH HER !!!
YEAH WE LOVE GAGA !!!
BUT THE BIG BIG BIG QUESTION IS
"WHEN GAGA COME TO INDONESIA ?"
Jumat, 03 Desember 2010
JUST MEMORIES IN THE PAST,
every day, night, or every time i always feel so alone. dunno what am i feel .
i think i miss sumone, my ex .............. but no ! stop thinkin about the past , i won't remember bout it.
as you know it was hurt me and until now it still hurt me .
but i think hurt or broken heart may be everybody ever feel like that, that's not only me who's feel the bad bad bad and verry verry bad feel.
this is the first time i ever had , my felt was so blue every day yeah i know i feel so deep and blue until now,
every day, time, where , i always remem him , but im swear i rili wanna forget you, but my i miss you so much
do you know what i feel ?
I FEEL SO RILI RILI RILI BLUE .
my lovely boyfriend go away from me , and after that he in relationship with her new girl and the girl in the past she disturb me with my ex. and my boy broke up with me and a week after he broke up he IN RELATIONSHIP WITH HER.
ya ya ya you know whaaaat i feel ? every day and every night i dreamed bout him and wish that you were mine, everyday i feel like it ! but the real it's NOTHING .
I WAS THINK THAT THE WORLD IS DARK , DARK , DARK LIKED MY HEART.
cud you think , you very very love ur boy friend, and a week after you celebrated his birth day
then he said "WE WEREN'T MEANT TO BE , SO WE MUST BREAK UP "
YEAH YOU KKNOWWWWWWWWWWWWW THAT I JUST CRIED, CRIED EVERY DAYY !!!
I FELR IT WAS A NITEMARE FROM ME,
I ALWAYS SAID "PLEASE WAKE ME UP FROM THIS NITE MARE "
but, i must be strong , so strong like a tarzan maybe, this real life is very make me so desperently and make me so sick !!!!!!!!
I WANNA WAKE UP FROM MY NITEMARE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT ITS REAL LIFE !!!!
UNTIL NOW I ALWAYS FEEL BLUE IF MISS HIM
yeah but i believe KARMA RULES , you know ? karma heppen when you did hurt to another and you will feel the same hurt from another person or the same person .
this is my unlucky love story, check it out ,
i was in relationship with my boy since 9 febuary 2010,
yeahhhhhhi rili happy coz i've boy, i always happy and smile everyday, i know he is very romantic ^^
he always call me honey, yeahhhhhh wahahhaahahah
but i often angry to him , i always jealous and angry to him buty whatever i love him so much
we ever had three times break up, and we always together again coz we love each other and it was very very very crazy in love .
july, yeah july we were in 11 grade senior high school. we had new friend yeaah like it's normally heppen when you move class from 1o grade to 11 grade it was happy, and it's rili rili happy when we were together :)
it was 5 mounth he was belongs wif me :)
suddenly he told me , he had new friend , it was a girl and he said he hate her because her attitude or sumthin,
uhmmm, i just said ohhhhhh, and gave him sum advice. after that when i opened his facebook i was read that he wanted to gone with her and with another friends and they wud go when satnite,
yayayaaaaaaa taht good, good to made me feelin angry and MORE , MORE AND MORE JEALOUS !!!!!
HOW'S NOT ? YOUR BOY WANNA GONE WITH ANOTHER GIRL WHEN SATNITE
i rili angry you know that , and he always made me smile and made me believe him ,
he told me that he wanted to knew her by his friend , yeahhh i believe it ,
after that many problems came to our .
one day when i was datin with my boy, i opened my boy handphone and i read that MANY TEXTIN AND BBMIN FROM HER , and we of course angry again, but he promised not do the same again, okay .
and he did it again , he did hurt my heart again . he still texting with her. and made me so desperently in love and he was lemme down , he said he never do the same again he said this time wud be so rite but when i was find he do the same again, i just speechless, you know before that i saw he sent a message from facebook to her, he wrote ' I LIKE YOU "
you knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww i rili so deep :(
he turnin me so blue , he always did the same thing . i dunno he lie or no ? but i love him , he said if i loved him i must believe what his said. yeahhhhh he always lies me for many time,
after that i said "YOU WANT ME OR WANT HER ?! LET'S CHOOSE YOUR CHOISE !! PLEASE CHOOSE I TIRED TO FEEL LIKEN THAT !"
he choosen me , he said he wanna make me happy, he rilli sorry to me, he rili wanna change his self, he love me and he won't if me go away from his. and i did it liked his. i loved him so much so i gave my sorry to him ,
and he promised that he dont want to contact as a afriend with her, cos i told if you choosen me , dont ever to contact as a friend with her, or i'll lettin you go.
so he rilli rilli wanna changed his self he rili promised to me , he dont won't if i gone away from he .
until when i celebrated his birthday . i surprised him. i came to his house with bring a present and a birthday cake with candles it's 1-6 . i rili wanna made him happy, because i rili love him until my last.
i said i love you in the past, now and future. he still slept and i entered his room with birthday cake in my hand , i woke up him, and he so surprised by me . i rili happy :)
after that i feel i wanna if he letting me go because i think he has canges in his self.
but a week after that , we angry again with a little problem.
but i didn't want if this problem became a big problem but he speechless to me, he didn't call me, he didn't send me a message for 3 a days , i feel so deep and so sick .
but when i saw his facebook, he wrote on the girl who was disturb me and my boy,
yap that heppen again. he and her playing facebook together write on their wall each other, but he promised me he didn't contact her as a friend but he was playing facebook with her and but he didnt told me his self for 3 days.
in 24 september 20 : 45 pm he sent me a message that we must break up now !!!
AND A WEEK AFTER WE HAD BROKE UP , HE IN RELATIONSHIP WITH HER !!!!!
YOU KNOW WHAT AM I FEELIN UNTIL NOW ?
I JUST SMILE UNTIL NOW ,
THIS HURT STILL FEELIN TO ME UNTIL NOW, SUMONE WHO'S YOU RILI RILI LOVE TO HIM, BUT HIM CHOOSEN TO BREAK UP WITH YOU AND CHOOSEN TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH ANOTHER GIRL .
THANK FOR MEMORIES :)
i think i miss sumone, my ex .............. but no ! stop thinkin about the past , i won't remember bout it.
as you know it was hurt me and until now it still hurt me .
but i think hurt or broken heart may be everybody ever feel like that, that's not only me who's feel the bad bad bad and verry verry bad feel.
this is the first time i ever had , my felt was so blue every day yeah i know i feel so deep and blue until now,
every day, time, where , i always remem him , but im swear i rili wanna forget you, but my i miss you so much
do you know what i feel ?
I FEEL SO RILI RILI RILI BLUE .
my lovely boyfriend go away from me , and after that he in relationship with her new girl and the girl in the past she disturb me with my ex. and my boy broke up with me and a week after he broke up he IN RELATIONSHIP WITH HER.
ya ya ya you know whaaaat i feel ? every day and every night i dreamed bout him and wish that you were mine, everyday i feel like it ! but the real it's NOTHING .
I WAS THINK THAT THE WORLD IS DARK , DARK , DARK LIKED MY HEART.
cud you think , you very very love ur boy friend, and a week after you celebrated his birth day
then he said "WE WEREN'T MEANT TO BE , SO WE MUST BREAK UP "
YEAH YOU KKNOWWWWWWWWWWWWW THAT I JUST CRIED, CRIED EVERY DAYY !!!
I FELR IT WAS A NITEMARE FROM ME,
I ALWAYS SAID "PLEASE WAKE ME UP FROM THIS NITE MARE "
but, i must be strong , so strong like a tarzan maybe, this real life is very make me so desperently and make me so sick !!!!!!!!
I WANNA WAKE UP FROM MY NITEMARE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT ITS REAL LIFE !!!!
UNTIL NOW I ALWAYS FEEL BLUE IF MISS HIM
yeah but i believe KARMA RULES , you know ? karma heppen when you did hurt to another and you will feel the same hurt from another person or the same person .
this is my unlucky love story, check it out ,
i was in relationship with my boy since 9 febuary 2010,
yeahhhhhhi rili happy coz i've boy, i always happy and smile everyday, i know he is very romantic ^^
he always call me honey, yeahhhhhh wahahhaahahah
but i often angry to him , i always jealous and angry to him buty whatever i love him so much
we ever had three times break up, and we always together again coz we love each other and it was very very very crazy in love .
july, yeah july we were in 11 grade senior high school. we had new friend yeaah like it's normally heppen when you move class from 1o grade to 11 grade it was happy, and it's rili rili happy when we were together :)
it was 5 mounth he was belongs wif me :)
suddenly he told me , he had new friend , it was a girl and he said he hate her because her attitude or sumthin,
uhmmm, i just said ohhhhhh, and gave him sum advice. after that when i opened his facebook i was read that he wanted to gone with her and with another friends and they wud go when satnite,
yayayaaaaaaa taht good, good to made me feelin angry and MORE , MORE AND MORE JEALOUS !!!!!
HOW'S NOT ? YOUR BOY WANNA GONE WITH ANOTHER GIRL WHEN SATNITE
i rili angry you know that , and he always made me smile and made me believe him ,
he told me that he wanted to knew her by his friend , yeahhh i believe it ,
after that many problems came to our .
one day when i was datin with my boy, i opened my boy handphone and i read that MANY TEXTIN AND BBMIN FROM HER , and we of course angry again, but he promised not do the same again, okay .
and he did it again , he did hurt my heart again . he still texting with her. and made me so desperently in love and he was lemme down , he said he never do the same again he said this time wud be so rite but when i was find he do the same again, i just speechless, you know before that i saw he sent a message from facebook to her, he wrote ' I LIKE YOU "
you knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww i rili so deep :(
he turnin me so blue , he always did the same thing . i dunno he lie or no ? but i love him , he said if i loved him i must believe what his said. yeahhhhh he always lies me for many time,
after that i said "YOU WANT ME OR WANT HER ?! LET'S CHOOSE YOUR CHOISE !! PLEASE CHOOSE I TIRED TO FEEL LIKEN THAT !"
he choosen me , he said he wanna make me happy, he rilli sorry to me, he rili wanna change his self, he love me and he won't if me go away from his. and i did it liked his. i loved him so much so i gave my sorry to him ,
and he promised that he dont want to contact as a afriend with her, cos i told if you choosen me , dont ever to contact as a friend with her, or i'll lettin you go.
so he rilli rilli wanna changed his self he rili promised to me , he dont won't if i gone away from he .
until when i celebrated his birthday . i surprised him. i came to his house with bring a present and a birthday cake with candles it's 1-6 . i rili wanna made him happy, because i rili love him until my last.
i said i love you in the past, now and future. he still slept and i entered his room with birthday cake in my hand , i woke up him, and he so surprised by me . i rili happy :)
after that i feel i wanna if he letting me go because i think he has canges in his self.
but a week after that , we angry again with a little problem.
but i didn't want if this problem became a big problem but he speechless to me, he didn't call me, he didn't send me a message for 3 a days , i feel so deep and so sick .
but when i saw his facebook, he wrote on the girl who was disturb me and my boy,
yap that heppen again. he and her playing facebook together write on their wall each other, but he promised me he didn't contact her as a friend but he was playing facebook with her and but he didnt told me his self for 3 days.
in 24 september 20 : 45 pm he sent me a message that we must break up now !!!
AND A WEEK AFTER WE HAD BROKE UP , HE IN RELATIONSHIP WITH HER !!!!!
YOU KNOW WHAT AM I FEELIN UNTIL NOW ?
I JUST SMILE UNTIL NOW ,
THIS HURT STILL FEELIN TO ME UNTIL NOW, SUMONE WHO'S YOU RILI RILI LOVE TO HIM, BUT HIM CHOOSEN TO BREAK UP WITH YOU AND CHOOSEN TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH ANOTHER GIRL .
THANK FOR MEMORIES :)
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